I don’t want to be Anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately

23rd July.

Fact : One tree hill….. helped me grow up and be the person i am today.


Not a lot to say today heads a shed excuse the expression….but i can express my feelings with a few quotes.

I hope your all healthy and well and most of all if you cant be that i hope your HAPPY. 

Peace and Love always,


B’s Quotes for today:

1. You ever heard the expression ‘The best things in live are free.’ Well that expression is true.’ Every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard but if you look close enough, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of the song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you’re lucky, if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back…


2. We all want to be loved…to be happy. So why aren’t we? Because we’ve become experts at sabotaging our own happiness. Feeling like victims, when in fact it’s the choices we make, the bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion. These are the things that tear us down. We’re not victims. We’re assassins when it comes to love and happiness.


3. I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me.


4. Someone once said that death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live


5. There’s not shame in being afraid. Hell, we’re all afraid. What you’ve got to do is figure out what you’re afraid of. Because when you put a face on it, you can beat it or better yet, use it.


6. And when you find yourself in the darkness and despair, remember it’s only in the black of night when you see the stars.


7. Obviously there are things I regret. Things I’d like to take back. Things I would change if I could. But we all have to live with the residue of our choices. And the consequence of our actions


8. Passion unattended is a flame that burns to its own destruction.


9. The best thing about a paper jam, it forces you to open up the machine, figure out what went wrong in the first place

and finally.

Number 10 : Whether it fades out or crashes away, every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? 




Close your eyes, and ill kiss you. Tomorrow i’ll miss you….

all my loving ill send to you……

Missing some one sucks. I Could list 10 things i miss and it is only day 1 since he has been gone.

  1. I miss random face time’s even i i know its just because your bored on the toilet or your doing a crazy dance and want me to laugh at it,
  2. I miss having a gym buddy…. who i can secretly watch but pretend not to be. and taking pictures of your muscles and getting caught.
  3. I miss you cooking my dinner and it always having bacon in it no matter what it is even lasagne or having chicken for tea every night.
  4. I miss playing rock, paper scissors for who does the tea making or putting “your” washing out.
  5. I miss cuddling on the sofa together and you licking my face or just being your annoying self
  6. I miss fighting over who Ringo (our bumble bee teddy) loves the most and wants to live with.
  7. I miss our little play fights or your little pretend headbutt thing even if i always loose and end up with bruised legs.
  8. I miss bed time spoons and that each and everyday before we sleep you make me love you a tiny bit more.
  9. I miss been forced to watch pawn stars even though now your not here i still find myself watching it because i know you would be.
  10. Ii miss your singing even though i tell you i hate it and you cant sing and you hurt my ears,

We often find in life , that the little things about people are the parts of them we miss the most. We pretend to hate things because we subconsciously love them far more then we are supposed to.  A persons Habits aren’t always bad, sometimes they make up the best parts of someones character. So think of a habit you love about someone that you shouldn’t and i bet it will make you smile however gross or annoying it is.

Joyful Mondays!

Peace and Love

B x